-Longing to belong-

Bismillah, Assalamu alaikum everyone.....

I have not written a poem for awhile.......there was so much on my head today and I thought I'd just sit and write some lines. It seems like I dont have an end or a clear conclusion to my poem...well, at least it feels like that writing it. However, it reflects my state of mind and thought as of right now-its not complete. This journey does not have an end until the end comes. So............for now it is just ⋎´✫¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•✫

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/▌*˛˚ Longing 2 belong-
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Sitting right in front of the screen

All she could think of was a scene

One that is yet to come

On a day when she'll be all alone-no dad and no Mom

Just her facing her one and only Lord

Looking at what deeds she has stored

Will her soul be blessed

or will it be cursed?

Her nafs ponders upon this as she sees time fly by

 Life seems like scattered seeds but all she wants is to ask why?

However, she knows the answer to the question

Her head is telling her to let herself out of this situation

This state of disobedience will only end when she makes a prostration
clearing her intention
aiming for that long destination
Wallahi, it takes courage and dedication

To be able to completely free oneself from the traps of this dunya
To be able to take the journey to a place called Akhira
Where only those who know and served their Lord get a ticket
To enter a garden of bliss in which they'll have all they want without limit
To be able to long for where you really belong!